Saturday, May 5, 2012

A sweet lesson on patience.

This is one of the latest stories that made me rethink life :)


A NYC Taxi driver wrote:


I arrived at the address and honked the horn. After waiting a few minutes I honked again. Since this was going to be my last ride of my shift I thought about just driving away, but instead I put the car in park and walked up to the door and knocked.. 'Just a minute', answered a frail, elderly voice. I could hear something being dragged across the floor.


After a long pause, the door opened. A small woman in her 90's stood before me. She was wearing a print dress and a pillbox hat with a veil pinned on it, like somebody out of a 1940's movie.


By her side was a small nylon suitcase. The apartment looked as if no one had lived in it for years. All the furniture was covered with sheets.


There were no clocks on the walls, no knickknacks or utensils on the counters. In the corner was a cardboard
box filled with photos and glassware.


'Would you carry my bag out to the car?' she said. I took the suitcase to the cab, then returned to assist the woman.


She took my arm and we walked slowly toward the curb.


She kept thanking me for my kindness. 'It's nothing', I told her.. 'I just try to treat my passengers the way I would want my mother to be treated.'


'Oh, you're such a good boy, she said. When we got in the cab, she gave me an address and then asked, 'Could you drive
through downtown?'


'It's not the shortest way,' I answered quickly..


'Oh, I don't mind,' she said. 'I'm in no hurry. I'm on my way to a hospice.


I looked in the rear-view mirror. Her eyes were glistening. 'I don't have any family left,' she continued in a soft voice..'The doctor says I don't have very long.' I quietly reached over and shut off the meter.


'What route would you like me to take?' I asked.


For the next two hours, we drove through the city. She showed me the building where she had once worked as an elevator operator.


We drove through the neighborhood where she and her husband had lived when they were newlyweds She had me pull up in front of a furniture warehouse that had once been a ballroom where she had gone dancing as a girl.


Sometimes she'd ask me to slow in front of a particular building or corner and would sit staring into the darkness, saying nothing.


As the first hint of sun was creasing the horizon, she suddenly said, 'I'm tired.Let's go now'.
We drove in silence to the address she had given me. It was a low building, like a small convalescent home, with a driveway that passed under a portico.


Two orderlies came out to the cab as soon as we pulled up. They were solicitous and intent, watching her every move.
They must have been expecting her.


I opened the trunk and took the small suitcase to the door. The woman was already seated in a wheelchair.


'How much do I owe you?' She asked, reaching into her purse.


'Nothing,' I said


'You have to make a living,' she answered.


'There are other passengers,' I responded.


Almost without thinking, I bent and gave her a hug.She held onto me tightly.


'You gave an old woman a little moment of joy,' she said. 'Thank you.'


I squeezed her hand, and then walked into the dim morning light.. Behind me, a door shut.It was the sound of the closing of a life..


I didn't pick up any more passengers that shift. I drove aimlessly lost in thought. For the rest of that day,I could hardly talk.What if that woman had gotten an angry driver,or one who was impatient to end his shift? What if I had refused to take the run, or had honked once, then driven away?


On a quick review, I don't think that I have done anything more important in my life.


We're conditioned to think that our lives revolve around great moments.


But great moments often catch us unaware-beautifully wrapped in what others may consider a small one.

Friday, April 20, 2012

live your own life

Why do we care so much about what other people think of us? We spend so much of our time worrying and worrying about how things will work out, about how people see us, exactly what they think of us that we forget to think of ourselves. Whether we are doing what we want or what others want. We always expect others to know whats best for us or we assume that others care about us so much that we need to depend on their guidance to live our everyday lives. But honestly, the day that we will truly be happy is when we set our souls free and search for what our heart truly desires, without giving a damn about judgemental looks or disapproving glares.. The day we realize that we not only need to be free physically but also mentally will be the most liberating day of our lives..

Thursday, April 19, 2012

Feelings

People will come and go in your life.. You may or may not remember every conversation you had with them, or what they did to you but you will definitely remember how they made you feel.. What is it about feelings that makes them so permanent? Is it because feelings come from the heart and not the head? I know a lot of people question the fact that the heart is the center for any and all emotions instead of the brain.. But if you really think about it, is it the brain that starts pounding whenever someone makes you angry? Is it the brain that stops for a second when you see your crush looking at you? Its most definitely the heart.. As a matter of fact, it has recently been proven that you can die of a broken heart..

You can like some people because they appeal to you and you can hate others because they were horrid to you.. I mean those are valid reasons.. But what do you do about people that you like or hate for no apparent reason at all? I'm pretty sure that some of you have experienced an instant dislike for another person the instant you meet them.. For those of us with a conscience, we really do feel bad once we have the time to think over our actions at the end of the day and thus we tend to make a resolution to be nice to that person the next day.. And yet, when tomorrow comes, we just have to see their face and we lose all patience again.. Sigh..

Do I even need to mention the feelings we feel when we see the people we reaallyyy reallyyyy like? ;) The way our heart does a little fluttery frilly dance at every glance.. How we try looking at them without anyone around us knowing.. The distinct thump-badum-thump that our stomach does as it rolls over whenever we talk to that special someone..

What amazes me is the fact that we are actually capable of feeling all these different types of feeling in such short time frames.. It doesn't matter if your friend just pissed you off, at the next second you can be joking around with them again.. You can say that you've gotten over your crush because you haven't seen them in a year and yet when you see them you feel the same way all over again (to the person who told me this-you know who you are ;))

It just goes to show that we should try everything in our power to ensure that we open ourselves to every single of these emotions and quite possibly enjoy them especially since tomorrow isn't a fixed date <3

Tuesday, March 6, 2012

I passed!!

Yahoooooo, practical here i come :D